Hi everyone,
I hope you've had a good week. It's been chilly in my neck of the woods this week. Which means, time to bust out the UGGs and sweatshirts!
I have to be honest with you. Sometimes when I write these posts it just flows and I have no problem coming up with topics, what to write, etc. Other times, I struggle. Lately, I have been having a bit of a hard time coming up with things to talk about. I don't want to post something just for the sake of posting. I want to put something out there that I feel is worth your time. I do most of my blog plotting in the car. I commute 1.5 - 2 hours a day so I have plenty of time to think! I was listening to the radio station the other day (K-LOVE) it's a Christian radio station that I listen to 98% of the time and this song came on the radio. It's called "At The Cross" by Chris Tomlin.
The first time I heard this song I remember crying in my car. I don't cry often, BUT I will cry fairly often (like always) if I am talking about Jesus or something like that. It's such a beautiful relationship I have with Him and I am just moved when I talk about it. So give me a break people! haha.
The reason why I am sharing this song is because I want to share how difficult it was for me to surrender to Him. In past Faithful Friday's I have shared about how I became a Christian and why these posts are important to me. I am a stubborn lady! and if I am being 100% honest, I had a really hard time surrendering my life. Let me explain, for those of you that don't know what I am talking about. When you accept (or are "saved" as some call it) Jesus as your Lord and Savior you are allowing the Holy Spirit to live inside you.
A few years ago when I re-dedicated my life to Him and was baptized, I remember really struggling with the surrendering part of this way of life. I was used to doing and saying whatever I wanted and not feeling guilt, shame, regret, nada for it. Well, it wasn't that way anymore. I would pray and admit to God (like He didn't already know, right?) that I was having a hard time surrendering. Without dragging this post out, I will cut to the chase and tell you that I have moved past that struggle and am doing much better now, keep in mind this is YEARS later. Just a few days ago, I came across the Bible I was given when I was "saved" and I can't remember the exact date now but I know the year was 1998. So that means I have been a Christian for 17 years! Which is awesome because that means I have been a Christian for over half of my life! I will talk more about that in another FF post.
I hope you've had a good week. It's been chilly in my neck of the woods this week. Which means, time to bust out the UGGs and sweatshirts!
I have to be honest with you. Sometimes when I write these posts it just flows and I have no problem coming up with topics, what to write, etc. Other times, I struggle. Lately, I have been having a bit of a hard time coming up with things to talk about. I don't want to post something just for the sake of posting. I want to put something out there that I feel is worth your time. I do most of my blog plotting in the car. I commute 1.5 - 2 hours a day so I have plenty of time to think! I was listening to the radio station the other day (K-LOVE) it's a Christian radio station that I listen to 98% of the time and this song came on the radio. It's called "At The Cross" by Chris Tomlin.
The first chorus is:
At the cross
at the cross
I surrender my life
I'm in awe of you
I'm in awe of you
Where your love ran red
and my sin washed white
I owe all to You
I owe all to You Jesus
The reason why I am sharing this song is because I want to share how difficult it was for me to surrender to Him. In past Faithful Friday's I have shared about how I became a Christian and why these posts are important to me. I am a stubborn lady! and if I am being 100% honest, I had a really hard time surrendering my life. Let me explain, for those of you that don't know what I am talking about. When you accept (or are "saved" as some call it) Jesus as your Lord and Savior you are allowing the Holy Spirit to live inside you.
A few years ago when I re-dedicated my life to Him and was baptized, I remember really struggling with the surrendering part of this way of life. I was used to doing and saying whatever I wanted and not feeling guilt, shame, regret, nada for it. Well, it wasn't that way anymore. I would pray and admit to God (like He didn't already know, right?) that I was having a hard time surrendering. Without dragging this post out, I will cut to the chase and tell you that I have moved past that struggle and am doing much better now, keep in mind this is YEARS later. Just a few days ago, I came across the Bible I was given when I was "saved" and I can't remember the exact date now but I know the year was 1998. So that means I have been a Christian for 17 years! Which is awesome because that means I have been a Christian for over half of my life! I will talk more about that in another FF post.
Back to the song
I realize now that the reason I surrendered was because I am in awe of Him for many reasons. I could go on and on but I wont because this post it quite long already. This song is the perfect way to explain how I came to surrender my life and have a closer relationship with God. It's amazing, friends. I have changed so much over these past few years. I wanted to share this with you all because I know that at times Christian's struggle. No matter where we are in our walk with the Lord. It can be hard but it can be the most wonderful journey you've ever had, if you surrender. If you are having a hard time surrendering your life or a certain area of your life, don't be discouraged. Pray about it and have faith that you will get through this rough patch soon. Remember, when you are weak He is your strength. I will link the song below so you can listen for yourselves if you haven't heard it. It's one of my favorite songs and now you know why.
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I hope you enjoyed this post and found it helpful.
Have a great weekend and I will see you back on Monday.
Until next time...
Xoxo,
Adela

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