Hello again!
Thank you for joining me today. I was thinking about Faithful Friday posts' the other day while driving to work and this popped into my mind. Partially because I deal with this often. Probably more often than I'd like to admit. haha! But also because I feel like sometimes people feel the need to make themselves appear "perfect" to others. Speaking from a Christian standpoint, I know we are called to be "Christ like" and as a result we are judged harshly if we fail to do so. I have found that regardless of your religious views you are still judged harshly!
Now let's get to the topic...
My temper
Gasp! Yes, folks. I said "TEMPER"
If you know me personally, then you know that I can have a pretty bad temper. I'm not a raging crazy lady who flies off the handle at every single thing. However, I think I tend to get mad a lot faster than most people. I also tend to get annoyed easily. Let's just say that if someone needs to get mad about something, I am more than willing! (wink wink)
You might be thinking that it's not "OK" for me to have a bad temper because I am a Christian. Well, let me tell you something, my friend. God knows ALL about me and this temper of mine. I have prayed about this (A LOT) and sometimes I am able to control my temper and sometimes I don't want to control it and I loose my mind! That doesn't mean that I don't feel guilty for letting God (and myself) down when I do lose control but I am human, I am a sinner, I am not perfect. Part of growing as a Christian is changing. Someday (God willing) I will have better control of my temper but for now I will continue to struggle with it.
I wanted to share this with you all because I don't like the perception that Christian's have to be perfect. First of all, If you are a Christian and you think you are perfect, read this next sentence carefully
IF YOU WERE PERFECT THEN YOU WOULDN'T NEED JESUS. Yep, I said it!
Read it again if you have to. We are all sinners and you better get on your knees and thank God for His mercy and grace!
This is something that I struggle with pretty much every day. It can be hard to deal with at times and I'm not afraid to admit that. I wish I could tell you where this temper comes from or why I am the way I am but I have no clue! I guess this is just me, or maybe it's because I am so short and I have too much energy stored up in this tiny body. haha! Whatever the cause might be, it is an obstacle for me and I try as hard as I can (most of the time) to control my temper.
Well, that's all I've got for you today. I hope you enjoyed this post even though it was a bit of a ramble. If you share the same struggle or something similar and feel like sharing with the rest of us, please do.
I hope you all have a wonderful and well tempered weekend ;)
See you back on Monday!
Until next time...
Xoxo,
Adela

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